Loser Learns Harder

Like religion or philosophy, experience teaches too;

experience begets another, a cycle cease on one’s earthly departure;

do not hold on to anything but core stuffs and dutiful faith;

may cut ties with love and compassion,

do not burn love and compassion;

leave love and compassion grow in others,

praying and wishing so;

burning love and compassion leave hatred and illness;

hatred and illness the satan spawned vehicle;

the vehicle carries materialism and all fatal accidents;

one loses surely learns harder;

live and let live, leave and let go;

for all well beings, for love and compassion, with love and compassion,

truthfully Nathan.

A VICTIMIZED STRANGER, HEARTFUL OF COMPANSSION!

14^th July, 2012 at 11.00am, I was driving on a busy road. I was patient yet my human but flawed faculty of judgement failed me that led me to a minor car accident. My car kissed the butt of the car in front and left a smudge on the butt. We droved to a less busy road to avoid causing a traffic.

I came out from my car when I saw her gestured me to be careful with passing vehicles. I felt warm because she showed compassion. Then we talked and discussed how much I should pay for the smudge. I admitted I was guilty. Apparently her car was very recently gratified a new coat of paint; I believed as the car looked very new. I told her I was broke but can afford to pay fifty or a hundred. When I took out my wallet I realized I had only $28 and coincidental my bank account receipt dated only the day before $39. I showed her my wallet and the receipt with an emphasis on the date as it was only late last night. I told her I had depression as I started to feel stressed and I believed I looked so too.

In my whole life, first time I was given untainted compassion. Perhaps I dressed like a mental patient or exuded so, this young Indian girl opened her purse, pulled out a fifty and inserted into my car seat. I was totally overwhelmed by her kindness and compassion.

She said, “ I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOU!”

She was a total VICTIMIZED stranger learned me like a human being, no ranks, in one only omnipresent language.

Values, beliefs all core stuffs don’t dig validating, validatory action.

Overwhelmed, inspired Nathan.

WRITING IN LIVING OR LIVING IN WRITING?

I imagined smashing against the tallest tidal wave, a surfing neophyte, to compare my encounters with the harshest reality; a childish mind.

Do I inform, encourage others what faiths teach us?

Do I inform, encourage others what I have learned from faiths?

Do I inform, encourage others what I believe universality in human being?

I came to enjoy and embrace eclecticism; while syncretism is tempting but the difficulties in cultural, traditional differences and values would be unfathomable to place in one vein?

And then, I thought, why not I concentrate on body fitness? Perhaps six vaguely abdominal packs? Reading is still burning but time is a constraint. Fitness takes priority. Fitness objectives inspire me more than ever. Not for others but just for myself. I swim at least twice a week; 2.5 kilometer to 3. Is this vanity? Internalized vanity?

Today I succeeded removing RVHOST.EXE virus from my laptop. A virus I picked up from scanning my office local network two days ago. So I googled and found one site with a solution that really daunted me until to the minute today’s afternoon I succeeded removing it. It is great.

Meditation worked Nathan.